Faith

Hello my fellow blog readers, if there is any... anywhos! Faith. You can faith in many things. You can have faith in family, friends, a snowstorm to cancel school, or even faith in a computer to get your homework done. But have you ever considered putting your faith in god. 2 years, 2 months and 9 days ago I was baptised into Christ. Vowing to change my life for the better.. give up the old ways and start anew. Did that happen? No way in blue cheese. I got baptised thinking that changing was going to be a piece of cake. Well the piece of cake is about as hard as a rock. Not only have I not changed, I've become worse .. in ways i wish not to share. But I have continued going to youth group, I'll show up to church - once in awhile... but I have learnt more about what it does mean putting your faith completely in God. If something is bothering you, you pray to him and ask him to give you the strength to get through it.. and then you trust him to do it. It DOESNT mean turn around and start worrying about it all over again, or find another solution to the problem. I've also learnt it's really stupid to go and do something stupid and wrong and sinful and think "oh, god is forgiving, i'll ask for forgiveness then it wont matter" ... it does matter. Because Guilt is something you cant escape. Something the devil loves to put in you. Those little voices in your head.. telling you that something is wrong... it's called a conscience, I call it a gift from God. I may go against it... but its there telling me im being stupid. Now you may be sitting there thinking "this kid needs help". Well guess what.. I know I do. I need the help from god to out aside my old life, my old ways, and bad habits and start anew. I know he's willing to give it... now all i need to do is be willing to recieve it...

best friends means forever

Well a lot of people say that saying or have at least heard of it. In my 17 years of experience, i have had many "best friends" and a few i have fallen away from. in the past 9-10 months i have acquired a friend that i can truly call the best. He's there for me for better or worse, day and night, through sickness and in health... is it just me or is this starting to sound like a wedding vow :S ahaha anyways. We do however have a vow to each other and i plan to stick to it until the day i leave this earth.

I vow to Mark Waldo Somerville to be his bestfriend, shoulder to cry on and person to lean on forever and always until the day i die.

BFFAA Marky Bear<3

In other news, almost all ready for School! 1 week peeps!! Never been so pumped to get this thing going already!! Had a birthday, went shopping.. woot woot. Thats all for now.. Stay tuned! peace! Katie Out!